Haileselassie Raised the Flag of Ethiopia Again in the Palace

Beneath The Lion's Gaze
By Maaza Mengiste
Hardcover, 305 pages
W. W. Norton & Company
List price: $ 16.47

A thin blueish vein pulsed in the collecting puddle of blood where a bullet had lodged deep in the boy's dorsum. Hailu was sweating nether the oestrus from the vivid operating room lights. There was pressure level behind his eyes. He leaned his head to i side and a nurse'southward ready paw wiped sweat from his brow. He looked back at his scalpel, the shimmering blood and torn tissues, and tried to imagine the fervor that had led this boy to believe he was stronger than Emperor Haile Selassie's highly trained police.

This boy had come in shivering and soaked in his own blood, in the latest American-style jeans with broad legs, and now he wasn't moving. His female parent'southward screams hadn't stopped. Hailu could still hear her just across those doors, standing in the hallway. More than doors led outside to an ongoing struggle between students and police. Soon, more injured students would fill the emergency rooms and this piece of work would brainstorm all once again. How old was this boy?

'Doctor?' a nurse said, her eyes searching his higher up her surgical mask. The heart monitor beeped steadily. All was normal, Hailu knew without looking, he could sympathise the body's silent language without the help of machinery. Years of practice had taught him how to decipher what nigh patients couldn't clear. These days were teaching him more: that the frailty of our bodies stems from the centre and travels to the encephalon. That what the body feels and thinks determines the way information technology stumbles and falls.

'How old is he?' he asked. Is he the same age equally my Dawit, he idea, one of those trying to lead my youngest son into this chaos? His nurses drew back similar startled birds. He never spoke during surgery, his focus on his patients and then intense that it had get legendary. His head nurse, Almaz, shook her head to stop anyone from answering him.

'He has a bullet in his dorsum that must exist taken out. His mother is waiting. He is losing blood.' Almaz spoke quickly, her eyes locked on his, professional and stern. She sponged blood abroad from the wound and checked the patient'southward vital signs.

The hole in the male child's back was a punctured, burned nail of musculus and flesh. The run towards the bullet had been more than graceful than his frightened dart away. Hailu imagined him keeping footstep with the throngs of other high school and college students, hands raised, vocalisation loud. The thin, proud chest inflated, his soft face adamant. A male child living his moment of manhood likewise early. How many shots had to be fired to turn this kid back towards his home and broken-hearted mother? Who had carried him to her in one case he'd fallen? Stones. Bullets. Fists. Sticks. So many ways to break a body, and none of these children seemed to believe in the frailty of their muscles and bones. Hailu cut around the wound and paused for one of his nurses to wipe the blood that flowed.

The whine of police cars flashed past the hospital. The sirens hadn't stopped all day. Law and soldiers were overwhelmed and racing through streets packed with frenzied protestors running in all directions. What if Dawit were in that location among those running, what if he were wheeled into his operating room? Hailu focused on the limp body in forepart of him, ignored his own hammering middle, and put thoughts of his son out of his heed.

Hailu sat in his office under a stake light that threaded its way through open curtains. He stared at his hand lying palm open in his lap and felt the solitude and panic that had been eating into the edges of his days since his wife Selam had gone into the hospital. Seven days of defoliation. And he'd simply operated on a boy for a gunshot wound to the back. Afterwards years every bit a dr., he knew the rotations and shifts of his staff, the scheduled surgeries in any given week, Prince Mekonnen Infirmary'southward daily capacity for new patients, but he could not account for his married woman's deteriorating condition and this relentless drive of students who demanded action to address the land'south poverty and lack of progress. They asked again and again when Ethiopia'south astern slide into the Centre Ages would cease. He had no answers, could practice nothing just sit down and gaze in helplessness at an empty hand that looked pale and thin in the afternoon lord's day. He feared for Dawit, his youngest son, who likewise wanted to enter the fray, who was non much older or bigger, nor more than dauntless, than his permanently crippled patient today. His wife was leaving him to behave the burden of these days solitary.

At that place was a knock at his door. He looked at his sentinel, a gift given to him by Emperor Haile Selassie when he'd returned from medical schoolhouse in England. The emperor'southward piercing optics, rumored to hold the ability to break any man's volition, had diameter into Hailu during the special palace ceremony to award young graduates recently returned from away.

'Do not waste your hours and minutes on foolish dreams,' the emperor had said, his vox cool and well-baked. 'Make Ethiopia proud.'

The knock came over again. 'Dr. Hailu,' Almaz said.

'Come in,' Hailu said, turning in his chair to face the door.

'You lot've finished your shift.' She stood in the doorway. 'You're still here.' Almaz, in her usual custom, turned all her questions into declarations. She cleared her throat and adjusted the collar of her white nurse'south uniform. She matched him in height, very alpine for a woman.

'There was a teachers' union strike,' he said. 'The emperor'southward forbid the police to shoot at anyone, but look what happened already.' He sighed tiredly. 'I want to make sure no other emergencies come up in. And I need to cheque on Selam soon.'

Almaz raised a hand to terminate him. 'I already checked on her, she'due south sleeping. There'due south nothing for you to do here anymore,' she said. 'You've already done your shift, go habitation.'

'My sons have to see her,' Hailu said. 'I'll go and come up back.'

Almaz shook her caput. 'Your married woman always complained about your stubbornness.' She took his coat from the hanger on the door and held it out for him. 'You've been working too hard this week. Yous think I haven't noticed.'

Almaz was his nigh trusted colleague. They had been working together for nearly two decades. He could experience her searching his confront. The rattle of a heavy falling object echoed in the corridor. It was coming from beyond the swinging doors, from the intensive care unit of measurement.

'What was that?' Hailu asked. He stood up and walked over to get his coat. It was so he realized how tired he was. He hadn't eaten since the night before in Selam's room, and he'd spent the entire day operating.

Almaz shook her head and led him out of his office. She closed the door gently backside them and motioned him towards the exit. 'I'll tell y'all later. Something with 1 of the prisoners.'

In the concluding few weeks, the ICU ward, headed by some other doctor, had go the designated location for some of the emperor's officials, former men well past their prime number who had been arrested without charges and had fallen sick while in prison house because of preexisting ailments and lack of medical supervision. And so far, the hospital had been able to part normally, no irregular activity to bring undue attention to their new, special patients.

From the direction of the racket came an angry male person vocalisation, a sharp slap, and then a soft whimper. 'What's going on?' he asked once again, turning around.

'They've got soldiers watching ane of them,' Almaz said. She pushed him on, away from the ICU. 'There's zilch you can practise about it, and then don't concern yourself.' The expression on her athwart face, with its pointed jaw and thin mouth, was determined. 'Become.' She walked away, into another patient's room.

Hailu looked down at the long hallway that stretched in front of him and sighed. There was a time when he could tell what went on beyond the hospital past what he heard from inside of information technology, when he could piece together the shouts and restriction squeals and laughter and permit logic behave him to a safe assumption. Just these days of riots and demonstrations made everything indecipherable. And now, what was in one case beyond the walls had crept inside. He turned back and decided to leave through the swinging doors of the intensive intendance unit, a shortcut to the parking lot.

In the corridor of the ICU, a polish-faced soldier no older than Dawit sat in a chair exterior a room cleaning his nails with the edge of a faded button on his shirt. An former gun, slow and scratched, leaned against the wall next to him. The soldier glanced up as Hailu walked by, then turned his attention back to his nails. He chewed on a finger, then spit bits of calloused peel on the flooring.

Reprinted from Beneath the Panthera leo's Gaze by Maaza Mengiste. Copyright (c) 2010 by Maaza Mengiste. With permission of the publisher, Westward.W. Norton & Company, Inc.

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